thank you, yours is great too!!
awwwe, that’s adorableeee. come off anon!!
hum, harry potter always makes me feel at least a little better…thank god it was a harry potter weekend on abc family.
definately need someone to talk to.
I just dont really know where to start…
so ill start at the beginning i suppose.
Me and my boyfriend have been bestfriends since 8th grade, im 20 now. we started datng freshman year, and i was very uncomfortable with making him my bf and first, just because hes my bestfriend and i know everything about him, including he is the biggest flirt and he’s cheated on everyone of his girlfirends, i dated him anyways.
i lost my virginity to him about six months into our relationship, then got grounded for hickeys he left. while i was grounded he cheated on me with his ex gf. I flipped, and let it slide. then i caught him sneaking out of my house (i let him live with me because his mom is unreliable and doesnt pay bills, so they had no water his younger sister stayed too.) to go meet the girl he cheated on me with. let that slide. then we dated for agood three years, and broke up because i had suspisions he was still cheating and didnt see a reason to keep hurting myself. when we broke up i found out he had sex with my cousin heather (one of my closest cousins and bestfriends) and my BESTFRIEND ever, in my own bed, when i was showering all the time. i was devastated i stopped eating couldnt stay awake and had to get drunk all the time. Then i started hanging out with a good friend of both of ours a lot more and i started to like him…but i never forgot about nick (my boyfriend) so i knew it wouldnt last. i ended up findign out when he broke up with me, he was also cheating on me, and is currently dating the girl he cheated on me with. sweet. i feel like a bigger piece of shit. then i star talking to nick again because he just sits in his house all day and talks to noone, maybe it was a second chance, i didnt know really i just went for it. he kept talking to me, everyday txting calling coming to see me, for twooo months we were just friends and on valentines day i asked him to be my boyfriend, he said yes. i thought everything ould change because he had changed. at least i thought he did, tonight i went upstairs to wake him up, and he was sleeping cuddling with his nephew, were babysitting tonight, and i thought it was cute so i grabbed his phone OUR PHONE to send a picture to jaz his sister. there was a text. said i’m bored lol i said whos this just thinking nick hadnt saved the number nd id save it myself, and they text back Susan. Susans a girl nick met online that i dnt let him tlk to, one because they dnt even know eachother and two h ehad naked pictures of her and texted her all the time while we were broken up. so it made me uncomfortable. i made that VERY CLEAR. i texted her back and was like delete nicks number he will no longer be speaking to you, she texts back, “right, nick will never stop talking to me:
i dont know what to do with myself besides cry…
i dont know whats going to happen to us and it scares me..